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[15 Jan 2005|10:24am]
correction luvmyatmosphere

is my new name
add it you assholes.
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[14 Jan 2005|03:31pm]
[12 Jan 2005|12:20pm]
newjournal iluvmyatmosphere addme or i will not add you.


end of story.
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and a fatlaptop from daddy!! (if he wants to live) [25 Dec 2004|12:56pm]


What Will sstarshiness Get ?
Xmas pressie predictor
Big wooly jumper knitted by emonoah
Pair of Socks from zonbi
Bottle of Whiskey from an0nym0us_err0r
Cd from silhouette101
Something Cuddly from kate_nichols
Something Intoxicating from iseethestars
Something Silly from dcbizzle
Something Funny from hallucienda
Lump of coal from ssundancer
Something Pretty from fullofstarz
Something Shiny from shes_the_illest
Something Naughty from groverama
Something Smelly from xhollywoodeyesx
Something Breakable from m0cha
Something Useful from _xneuroticx_
Something not useful from justagirl311
The Black and Decker Tool Kit from prettyingold
Livejournal account from sweetshyle8
The Make-up Bag from trixxr4pimps
Stack of DVDs from thesunsetsdown
Something Geeky from amandaclaire198

Username:

Made by _imran_ and beyond_bananas.
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[15 Dec 2004|10:26am]
Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two areIn love
Your meeting was byAnswered prayer
They are yourProtector
You are theirShining star
Your love willNever end
Quiz created with MemeGen!




hhahaha yeah right
*i found out last night that pauls friend josh has two cancerous tumors in his neck its sad he just had a baby

*im crocheting scarfs like crazy

* im hungry

* i just finished a 30 page wrtiting portfolio

* I love me
* i need to work out today

* start wrking at shaws in tiltion monday
30 hrs
i could never get those hours in saco or sotuh portland

i cant wait to have money

I sitll need to get xmas gifts for kendra, amy, my mom, sally, anette, and deborah
ek.
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[10 Dec 2004|10:02am]
I am so stressed out about money if anyone gets me anything for christmas GET ME CASH.
ugh

why is life so expensive? Breath and heal i will be working at shaws soon and i will have money and everything will be okay.

So today is the last day of classes and I have finals next week STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS.

Oh yeah and today is my get skinny day. I know i say this all the time but i will make it happen this time i promise.

my paycheck was only 125 bucks to last me 2 weeks ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

I need to pick up some extra hours during finals week I AM GONNA NEED IT

ew money ew homework ew my messy apartment that I have to clean during my break in classes.

ew
-me

oh yeah i am having one of those days where i could sit down and smoke a pack at once.
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[08 Dec 2004|01:43pm]
Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name beMilk Choclate Nuggets
You ride around in aNeon Pink H2 Hummer
Yo gangThe Yakuza
Yo shoes beCement blocks
Yo dubs be dis big, fool555
How much money you got?$3.39884594033441e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 71%
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im a baaaaad motherfucker. [03 Dec 2004|09:11pm]
hello LJ world.
quick bullets because im impaitent:

* back on the diet, today is the first day not perfect but better than lately
*pats self on the back*
* I finally got my two articles in they were way late but im glad i dont have to think about them anymore. One of the guys who i wrote an article about was on the history channel and a huge jerk to me. I wanted to title it Professor Ass Fuck makes History Channel.
* Finals are coming up *groans* time to stop being a slacker and to get down to buisness. This weekend is going to be work work work fucking work. I have an unreaaall amount of stuff due in the next two weeks
* I cant stress this enough i NEED this semester to be over.
* I got my car back long complicated story if you wanna know comment and ill tell yah later.
* My mom has been binge shoppign for me all week, guess she hit some pretty dope sales, so i have like 8 new outfits, a new purse, and 2 new pairs of dress shoes coming to me whoop.
* I have been chain smoking like a motherfucker. Tomorrow this shit stops. Were going from 20 butts to 15 tomorrow. gah.
*I dont know where paul is i wanted to relax with him tonight but I guess thats not happening. Garbage.
*Must finish hw now i am going to bed.
* I CANT WAIT FOR THIS SEMESTER TO BE OVER.

i want to fuck slug and pharell at the same time
the end. <3

ps-I have a confession, i am a frozen pizza addict, especially subseptable to being broken down by celest and tonys pizzas for one. This shit needs to stop.


I need to be in control again.

FUCK IT ALL.

The End

Raindrops play percussion
On my window
Rat-a-tat-tat-tap,
For you I wait
In an empty room
Dull with candlelight
Wax sizzle drips drip drip- splat
Perfectly timed with tears.
Total seclusion and thoughts
Tare through my mind like
Tree branches snapping in the wind
Where are you now,
Will you return?
Eight days of brutal
Solitude-
I’ve grown so tired
Of rage, torment, and paranoia.
I need you is just a thought,
The door creeps open,
And it’s raining,
It’s pouring.
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[01 Dec 2004|08:14pm]
i love kendraaa

xhollywoodxeyesx (8:13:05 PM): honey you are fat, cus fat stands for Fabulous And Talented..... so word up
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[24 Nov 2004|02:01pm]
so today has been crappy. I have been sick to my stomach. Think its something I atee. I had one class today and ive been sitting at work for like 5 hours and it sucks. I was looking forward to it for the sake of getting some work done but im too tired and worn on.

Okay so these days im not diggin muh ma-dukes. Shes being queen cunt. I told her I was going to have thanksgiving with my dad and she flipped " I am soo pissed off at you im always in a bad mood during the holidays because you blow me off fine i dont want to see you for x-mas either" just reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal immature shit. NOW i just got a voicemail on the phone from my mother saying that she is comign down tonight..so yeah am i supossed to cook for tonight? what the fuck? way to like give me advanced notice, so obviously shes over it but what REALLY pissed me off was her saying that "oh well if you dont like me coming up ill just take your cousin x mas shopping in new york" are you fucking kidding me? is she 12 years old again? sounds like it. Shes really been getting on my nerves. Wow. So dont wanna see her tonight

Paul and i are going to my daddys tomorrow and hopefully it will be lots of fun provided that my mother doesnt complicate things too much .

Okay thats all. I get one day off then the rest of break is homework homework homework. pz out suckahz
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[18 Nov 2004|09:03am]
sign thishttp://www.noiraqdraft.com/impact.php?uid=a5a0bf226a2eee8924a8ce1eaeafb55e
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[17 Nov 2004|09:44pm]
took a strength survery on authentichappiness.com
Here are your scores on the VIA Signature Strengths Survey. For how to interpret and use your scores, see the book Authentic Happiness. The ranking of the strengths reflects your overall ratings of yourself on the 24 strengths in the survey, how much of each strength you possess. Your top five, especially those marked as Signature Strengths, are the ones to pay attention to and find ways to use more often.

The percentages and bar graphs compare your overall self-rating on each strength to others' self-ratings. The longer the bar, the more unusual it is for other people to have more of this particular strength than you have. There are more people with high levels of some strengths than other strengths, so the bar graphs may not follow the same rank order as your own strengths.





Top Strength
This is a Signature Strength for you.

Date: November 17, 2004


Bravery and valor You are a courageous person who does not shrink from threat, challenge, difficulty, or pain. You speak up for what is right even if there is opposition. You act on your convictions.

On this strength, you scored as high as or higher than . . .

96% of all Web site users


96% of all female respondents


95% of all 18 to 20 years old


95% of occupation group NO-Ret.


95% of all with some college


95% of those in Zip Code 032xx









Second Strength

This is a Signature Strength for you.

Date: November 17, 2004


Creativity, ingenuity, and originality Thinking of new ways to do things is a crucial part of who you are. You are never content with doing something the conventional way if a better way is possible.

On this strength, you scored as high as or higher than . . .

89% of all Web site users


91% of all female respondents


92% of all 18 to 20 years old


92% of occupation group NO-Ret.


91% of all with some college


91% of those in Zip Code 032xx









Third Strength

This is a Signature Strength for you.

Date: November 17, 2004


Judgment, critical thinking, and open-mindedness Thinking things through and examining them from all sides are important aspects of who you are. You do not jump to conclusions, and you rely only on solid evidence to make your decisions. You are able to change your mind.

On this strength, you scored as high as or higher than . . .

91% of all Web site users


91% of all female respondents


93% of all 18 to 20 years old


93% of occupation group NO-Ret.


92% of all with some college


91% of those in Zip Code 032xx









Fourth Strength

This is a Signature Strength for you.

Date: November 17, 2004


Love of learning You love learning new things, whether in a class or on your own. You have always loved school, reading, and museums-anywhere and everywhere there is an opportunity to learn.

On this strength, you scored as high as or higher than . . .

90% of all Web site users


90% of all female respondents


96% of all 18 to 20 years old


95% of occupation group NO-Ret.


93% of all with some college


92% of those in Zip Code 032xx









Fifth Strength

This is a Signature Strength for you.

Date: November 17, 2004


Appreciation of beauty and excellence You notice and appreciate beauty, excellence, and/or skilled performance in all domains of life, from nature to art to mathematics to science to everyday experience.

On this strength, you scored as high as or higher than . . .

86% of all Web site users


84% of all female respondents


89% of all 18 to 20 years old


89% of occupation group NO-Ret.


85% of all with some college


86% of those in Zip Code 032xx
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[17 Nov 2004|09:07pm]
Okay so today i was psycho depressed and i decided to take kendras route and check that website out..these are ideas i got from it

Excercise..I need to start small because i always do huge workouts and dont stick to it so tomorrow at 3 right after class i am going to the gym for a half hour...then i have a communications honors society ...

Mantra tonight..thinking myself happy before i go to bed. ***

I am going to do 2 little things formyself tomorrow...1.paint my nails..2. take a bubble bath

i am going to eat well tomorrow.

im going to start cutting down on butts tomorrow...

I am going to start on my paper for math because having huge projects due bogs me down and i hate procrastinating...

and i am going to write a poem tomorrow.

Ill keep you updated as i follow the site.
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[14 Nov 2004|09:05am]
want to interview me? ;eave a comment an ask me 5 questions,
want me to interview you? leave a comment and ill ask you five questions.



Amy interviewed me:
1. what is your favorite magazine? My favorite magazine is cosmo, because most magazines suck at least with cosmos you can read about sex.
2. what is your favorite song to listen to right now and why? Fabolous breath because his new cd came out and i love him. I also loveblue and yellow the used because ive been in such a pissy emo rock n roll moood because i hate the world. SUICIDE.
3. what was your favorite time that we have spent together and why?HMMMM probably that time where we were at your house and made a homeade bong because i think its the craziest time weve ever had, ive never laughed so hard in my life, plus, thatswhere the moccosins started thanks to my split personalities when im high.
4. what is your dream job? Probably to be editor in chief of a newspaper or to start my own cool magazine. I used to want to write books, but i figured out im much better with non fiction.
5. what is another good book you recommend i read?I havent been reading much for pleasure lately, but if you want a twisted read geek love by katherine dunn........wait did you read that yet?m if not stick with it its so bizarre i love it.


*** so im in brockton i love getting away from plymouth. I have gotten a lot done since ive been here but im really stuck on my short story its so blah. OKay keep on truckin. Anyway my roomate had a party in my apartment last night and her away message says "oh god" geez cant WAIT to get home and see wtf she did to my place. i hate having roomates. so when i get out of school in a year and a half WHO wants to live with me???
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[10 Nov 2004|10:44am]
So i think ed is moving in thursday. I AM SOOO HAPPY WE HAVE NO CLASSES TOMORROW. Anyways, it was a FIGHT let me tell you. Noah did his usual control freak bastard thing and tried to pin everything on my but i stood up for myself ...NOO MOOO DRAMMAAA in my lifeeeeee.
Screw him. He used to be like one of my best friends freshman year but he has turned into something VERY EVIL. I hate him now, i no longer consider him as one of my friends. BUT ed is moving in and heather and I love ed and his girlfriend is awsome and its going to be so much fun. YAY.

I love living on campus in the student apts i just HATE people.

he he he he

im sleeping at pauls tonight and i get to see my lil kitty. <me
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[08 Nov 2004|04:38pm]
Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aseven
your best quality isyour style
your worst quality isyour family pisses you off
this is becauseyou are who you are
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[06 Nov 2004|04:30pm]
Yeah so theres this kinda new store called off the hanger in plymouth and its second hand cool clothes that are name brand and wayyy cheap. I bought a 10 dollar black turtle neck sweater its awsome im so excited. They have a thick pink watch with a star on it ..its 20 kind of expensive, but its okay I want it. They also have a thing where you can bring in clothes and they give you 50% of what they will sell for and you get can store credit. Im so bringing a shit load of stuff tomorrow. YAY. I have been procrastinating tonight soooo bad. I have 2 papers to write I WILL GET THEM DONE. I hate blockbuster online im on hold i signed up for it ..it was suppossed to be a free trial deicded i didnt want to do it and now my account is overwithdrawn because they charged my account 17 dollars FUCCKKK THIS. Im so not paying for something i nEVERR used. I hate people. I bought suicide kings and i was planning on watching it but STUPID ASSHOLE PAUL TOOK IT. i will kill him wtf. <3 me
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[28 Oct 2004|03:29pm]
OKay SO yeah,

let me tell you about my day

work sucked
i look like shit
i feel like shit
i was late to my first class because i took a nap and actually fell asleep which never happens.
Im afraid that we did bad on our presentation. IF we get a b or below i will be pissed. Our presentation was suppossed to be cool, one of the kids had an idea to assign the class to write a paper including every type of genre they can think of, but it didnt work because NO ONE did it and this one girl read hers it was like 8 pages long and sucked a lot.
THEN we did a forced question is the bible fiction or non-fiction and fiction goes on one side of the room and non fiction goes on the other well one girl got REALLY offended and ruined it for us. Fuckers

FUCKERS FUCKERS FUCKERS.
and all i want to do is GO HOME AND SLEEP OFF MY CURRENT STATE OF DEPRESSION BUT NO they decided to flea bomb without telling me so im stuck here until fucking 6. LOVELY. Its okay it will force me to get all my homework done NOW. I need something to eat though as soon as im done with my work ill probably go to the hub or head downtown with the few dollars that I have and try to get some FOOD. Fuckers fuckers fuckers.

Hey who are YOU voting for?
I miss maine i miss maine i miss maine

FUCKKEKERSSS. FUCCCKKERRESSSSSSSSS FUCCCKKERRSSSS. fuckers. FUckers. FUCKERS. okay im going to go be pissed off and depressed now. BYE. assholes. FUckers. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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yay manny [28 Oct 2004|10:31am]
so yay the red sox won and now i want to run off and marry manny.

IIIIIIIIII went over to Pauls house to be a good girlfriend and clean up his old apartment and help him pack and shanghai sluts and dirty desires was hidden in the refridgerator. Im like hello dont care if you look at porn but DONT HIDE IT FROM ME. He came over last night for like 2 seconds to talk about it. HE wouldnt let me go to his house because he didnt ask justin if i could sleep over and he didnt sleep over my apartment because he supposidly didnt have his stuff. What a lame excuse. Seeing him too much sucks seeing him not enough sucks and if hes going to make up crap excuses like that IM going to consider myself single on the days i dont see him. Hrmph.

I have a presentation today and thats all.
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[27 Oct 2004|05:13pm]
hey i did this and i INCLUDED amy even tho the stinky smelly one who does not love me didnt put me in hers GRRRRRRRRRr
My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
sstarshiness goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as slut.
access_baggage tricks you! You get a wet rag.
amandaclaire198 gives you 3 orange cinnamon-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
amarella gives you 5 mauve vanilla-flavoured gummy fruits.
dcbizzle gives you 17 light green watermelon-flavoured wafers.
fullofstarz gives you 6 pink mint-flavoured hard candies.
groverama tricks you! You get a piece of paper.
ill_ogical tricks you! You lose 21 pieces of candy!
iseethestars gives you 15 red cherry-flavoured pieces of taffy.
jordinsilver gives you 14 pink orange-flavoured gummy fruits.
kate_nichols tricks you! You get a rock.
sstarshiness ends up with 39 pieces of candy, a wet rag, a piece of paper, and a rock.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.
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[26 Oct 2004|11:55am]
super quick update

ive been too stressed out too much going on.

I left an hour and half into my shift on saturday store manager said it was okay, 2 of the managers had a convo about me and paul on ths sales floor for everyone to hear and it was really embarrassing and i was crying and thats about it.

I have sooo much work blah blah i have to take my third film test today whoop fucking eee. I bet ill do bad at this one too i am so not conifdent.

Things with paul are better not great, i hardly see him because of his new place and this is good and bad. I think the distance makes him appreciate me more. I went to his place last night and he was like i have a surprise for you and i got all excited and when i got there it was a bowl pack i was like um great i have to go. I sooo didnt want to be there. I dont care about pot anymore really. It was a bad surprise and you know, a teddy bear would have been my kinda surprise.

Okay so i have to go to classes and do a mountain of work and studying :(

i want to go to maine soon I need a break. Blah.
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